2005-11-28
Shit When It's Together Is A Bigger Pile of Shit
Weell weeeeellll weeeelll, yet again at school every night this week. I'm really really trying hard to put in normal person #s of working hours, but I must say, I've always hated normal #s of working hours. It's 9:15 and I am so far at a grand total of 5 solid hours of work since 10am. do di do.
When I put it that way... it looks pretty bad!
I may have a crush on a boy. This may be distracting me.
I may also be depressed about not going home for 'smas. This may also be distracting me.
It might also be the case that I am burnt out of working working working for it feels like forever with not break in sight until mid-January.
It's quite possible that not having any money but having to pay tuition and also application fees is kind of simmering on the olde back burner.
And there's a good chance that it's 5 degrees above zero right now and I would much much much rather be walking around in the lovely balminess that's rare at the end of November, than be cocooned in the too-hot computer lab with a project I have no inspiration for, only a deep and dreadful fear of.
Other than that, though, I don't know why I don't just pull it together and whip this thing out!
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Oh, right, and let me tell you about my date!!
I'll not be drunkenly handing out my phone number for a while now.
pansycline at 9:16 p.m.