2005-07-10
slasher moving
I just booked a U Haul for moving. We started separating our stuff and packing today. When he's here I can be numb and make ironic jokes. When he's not looking I wonder why it is that everything I know is good for me requires me to close my eyes, grit my teeth, and slash away at myself.
I know this is the way to become more than just a passive product, but damnit, I'm getting really really tired.
I'm going to go smoke now and try not to get drunk in the afternoon.
pansycline at 2:34 p.m.